Happy bday Paulus!
hmm. alright.. i will start of with ytd. hmm. kind of plan to do marketing at first. but when authry and beatrice came. we ended up watching show talking. LOL. sharryn is so sweet. buy medicine for me. cos sick. feel terrible. its kind of getting worst every day. hahah. then night go to authry their house talk2 for a few hr. haha. happi lo. look around their house. got siew yi there also. then yea. ARGHH!!. and gosh how i love authry bag. LOL. LImited edition man. for today i went shopping with sharyn. feel so sick. i kind of have fever. then met zhu and drink formosa thn go zhu hm take2 photo. the pics are in my frenstr. haha. and then yah.. went home.. and later at night. zhu visit me cos i wasnt feeling well. then. argh. we kind of argued over smth.. ARGHH!! after quarelling. i feel kind of bad.. i suddenly think back and feel like i have done so much wrong to the ppl around me(mayb some). i dono why. i sudd feel GUILTY!!! and i feel like i'm not a good gf. OMG.. maybe last time i don't think openly. maybe last time. i just look at all the bad things he'd done to me.. and never think abt the positive things he'd done for me.. i'm just complaining2. but now i've realised. i've done more wrong to him. i never care abt his feelings. and i don't know. kind of confused now. i feel like i'm such a mean person. ARGHH!!. DEPRESSED!! i need a counsellor. LOL.